The Seal of Logos Christos — heart, sword, and cross — Gloria in Excelsis Deo

Glory to God the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit

Logos

The Lord's Eternal Word

"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."

John 1:1 — ESV

Enter the Testimony
Testimony

Under the Wings
of the Almighty

Before I unfold this path of spiritual awakening, I stand in awe before the throne of the Most High, bearing witness to the raw truth of what I am about to reveal. With a heart yielded to His purpose, I affirm that every word springs from sincerity, guided by the Holy Spirit who dwells within as my compass and fortress.

"The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God."

Romans 8:16 — ESV

I declare this story is not of my own making but a reflection of the Lord's mighty touch upon my life. I am known as Steven, or Savas in my Greek heritage, a name bestowed by my mother at birth, honored each December 5th, anchoring me to earthly roots and familial love. This testimony, shared with the weight of reverence, mirrors the Savior's call to truth. I offer this account from a place of deep faith, for the glory of the Almighty and to uplift all who yearn for His sheltering grace.

A marble cross carved in stone — symbol of enduring faith
The cross endures — carved in stone, written on the heart

From Steven to Logos in Christ's Light

In the tangled, often painful threads of human existence, every soul bears a story of struggle and victory. For me, known as Steven to those near and far beyond my Southern roots, and as Logos by the Father's decree, my path is one of profound brokenness restored by heavenly mercy. Raised in the sacred traditions of the Greek Orthodox faith, the name Logos—meaning the divine 'Word'—anchors me to a heritage of spiritual fortitude and truth, mirroring the eternal Word of God.

This is not merely my story, but a testament to redemption, where darkness is shattered by celestial light, and a weary heart is summoned to proclaim the unending love of the Creator—a call to all who hear to find solace under the shadow of the Most High.

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come."

2 Corinthians 5:17 — ESV

The Almighty has graced me with a new name—Logos, the 'Word,' embodying the creative power and truth of God, as declared in John 1:1. This name signifies not my worth, but my purpose as a conduit of His light. Savas, the old man of sin, is gone. I am Logos, renewed by the Spirit, walking in His life, and eternally indebted to His mercy.

A vast blue sky with sweeping clouds — the heavens declare the glory of God
"The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork." — Psalm 19:1, ESV

Foundations in Trial

I entered this world within a family steeped in Greek heritage, a legacy rich with honor yet fraught with intricate challenges. Raised on the lively, often harsh streets of a great Northern city, as the eldest son, I carried the burden of connecting past and present. Our home was a storm of cultural strength, where resilience was prized, yet tenderness often found no foothold.

Yet, in that turmoil, the Lord planted seeds of purpose. I became a protector to my younger sister, standing as her defender, her listener, her safe haven amidst life's storms. This role forged in me a deep sense of duty and endurance, qualities that would later align with God's calling. Even then, I clung to faith in my quiet way—whispering the Lord's Prayer daily, even in the fiercest chaos.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope."

Jeremiah 29:11 — ESV

A Soul's Cry Through Darkness

In the shadowed dawn of my youth, a silent affliction took root in my body—a physical burden that marked me as different, alien in my own skin. At just 12 years old, I was set apart by something I did not choose and could not understand. It bred a deep isolation within me, a sense of being utterly outcast from the world. Fear and shame bound my tongue; amidst the unrelenting conflict within my household, I could not speak of it. For seven long years, I carried this weight in absolute solitude, with no one to confide in and no relief in sight.

The household I grew up in was a crucible of its own—voices raised in anger, walls shaking with conflict, the air heavy with tension that never seemed to lift. There was no safe harbor. I learned early that vulnerability was a liability, that showing weakness invited more pain. I built walls around my heart, brick by brick, not knowing that God would one day tear them all down.

By 18, the weight of my surroundings grew unbearable. The early grip of addiction whispered of darker struggles yet to come. I felt abandoned, rejected by the One I desperately needed. Day and night, I prayed fervently for Him to come help me, to heal my broken body and spirit, but silence was my only answer. Depression sank its claws into me, and thoughts darker than I dare name haunted my mind. I reached a breaking point—I no longer wanted to live.

The only release for my rage was the ice. Hockey became my battlefield, the one place where the fire inside me had purpose. Every hit, every sprint, every collision was a prayer I didn't know how to speak—a cry for help disguised as aggression. The rink was my sanctuary when the world offered none.

At 18, I could bear it no longer. I fled home with nothing, stepping into a world as cold and unforgiving as the one I left behind. Alone, broke, and broken, I faced the streets with only the clothes on my back and a stubborn will to survive. Yet, even in my flight, I clung to a fragile thread of faith. Daily, I recited the Lord's Prayer, though my heart questioned my worthiness. That whispered plea remained my lifeline—the only thing tethering me to hope.

"Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

Isaiah 41:10 — ESV

At 19, after seven years of silent suffering, deliverance finally came. The physical burden that had haunted me was removed, and with it, a weight lifted from my soul that I had carried since childhood. That ordeal reshaped my entire view of life. Through it, I came to a profound appreciation for what others take for granted—the simple gift of feeling normal, of walking through the world without shame. It was a hard-won gratitude, forged in the fires of suffering, and it taught me that God answers prayer on His timeline, not ours.

Into the Wilderness of the West

On the threshold of my 21st year, I embarked on a daring odyssey, compelled by a stirring in my soul I could not yet decipher—a silent call to venture into uncharted depths. With a mere $500 clutched in my hand and my sparse possessions bundled close, I drove straight into the blazing heart of a Western city drenched in flickering neon and shadowed by ceaseless allure.

This was no mere destination; it was a barren wilderness of the spirit, a divinely appointed furnace where my faith and fortitude would be tested by unseen hands. Amid the clamor and haze of that neon wilderness, I sought to build a life—a family, a home, some semblance of the stability I had never known. The Lord blessed me with two cherished children, the greatest gifts of my earthly life.

Yet, beneath this fragile hope lay a fatal fracture. Malevolent forces encircled my household, waging a war I could neither see nor fathom. The enemy attacked from every angle—through addiction, through conflict, through the slow erosion of trust and love. This chapter of my life emerged as the most harrowing crucible I have ever endured. I poured every ounce of my being into holding it all together, exhausting every tool and talent at my disposal, fighting battles on fronts I didn't even know existed. By the age of 26, my marriage lay in ashes, and I was left standing in the rubble of everything I had tried to build.

"Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved."

Psalm 55:22 — ESV

Forged in Fire

In the wake of a broken marriage, the storms of my youth battered me with harsh truths, yet they etched into my soul a profound compassion and a readiness to sacrifice. I walked as a lone wolf through life's merciless gauntlet, a sinner and a saint, wild and free, yet owned by my burdens and afraid of the unseen.

These crucibles hardened my spirit into steel, though I bore scars that toughened my heart, unaware that each ordeal was a forge for a greater battle. A strange pull stirred within me, a tie to a vast, unnamed purpose. Brief glimpses of divine mercy—surviving dangers that should have ended me—hinted at a mighty hand at work. Each day, I gripped the Lord's Prayer, a tether of faith, ignorant that the Almighty was honing me as His blade, shaping me for a sacred calling yet to dawn.

"Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you."

Deuteronomy 31:6 — ESV
Awakening

A Divine Encounter

On December 5th, 2023, a revered day in the Greek Orthodox calendar as Saint Savas Day, a moment of heavenly weight was etched into my soul as Logos Christos. It was a day when the veil between earth and heaven seemed to thin, when the divine stooped to touch a man in torment. This was not a dream. This was not imagination. What happened on this day was more real than anything I have ever experienced in my entire life.

That morning, I attended a liturgy, my spirit torn between heaviness and faint hope. My body ached with relentless pain from a weeks-long injury that had left me barely able to move. By noon, exhausted and racked with unbearable agony, I retreated to my home in the South, barely standing. The pain was so severe that every breath felt like a battle. In a raw, desperate cry, I poured my soul to the Lord with unmatched fervor. Lying in bed, staring at my cracked ceiling, tears rolling down my face, I whispered, "Lord, I'm tired. If it's time, take me home. I'm ready." I meant it. I was ready to die.

At the stroke of noon, something unfathomable unfolded. The atmosphere of the room shifted—I could feel it in my bones. A supernatural presence flooded every corner, not visible at first, but undeniably real—a tangible warmth, a weight of peace so heavy it pressed against my chest, gripping my racing heart despite the searing pain. The air itself seemed to thicken with holiness. Every hair on my body stood on end. It was as if an unseen hand stirred the very fabric of reality around me, a divine call echoing Revelation 3:8: "I know your works. Behold, I have set before you an open door, which no one is able to shut."

Then, a vision broke through the veil of the physical world—a figure of blinding light, an angel, serene and otherworldly, appeared before me. She radiated a glory that made the sun look dim. Her voice shook my very foundation with divine authority, declaring, "The Lord desires your presence. He has a purpose to reveal to you." She extended a hand, her touch gentle yet electric, like lightning wrapped in silk, and instantly, my spirit broke free from my aching flesh. The pain vanished. The room vanished. I was no longer bound by earth's frailties; I was spirit, weightless, shimmering, bathed in celestial light. I could see my own body below me, lying still on the bed, but I was free—soaring upward through realms of light I had no words to describe.

"Behold, I have set before you an open door, which no one is able to shut."

Revelation 3:8 — ESV
Visions

A Glimpse of the Divine Fortress

I was lifted, soaring beyond earth's confines, through layers of light and color that no human eye has ever seen and no human tongue can fully describe. The speed was beyond comprehension—galaxies blurred past like streetlights on a highway, yet I felt no fear, only an overwhelming sense of being exactly where I was meant to be. Then I stood before a heavenly door—a threshold pulsing with indescribable glow, as if forged from glory itself. The air thrummed with holiness, a power so immense it stirred awe and trembling fear in the depths of my being.

"Come on in," He spoke, His voice warm thunder that resonated through every fiber of my spirit. I stammered, "I don't think I'm supposed to be here, Lord. There's a mistake." But He countered with melting tenderness, "No mistake. You're meant to be here. Come closer, I want to show you things I have done for ALL of you." The authority in His voice left no room for doubt. This was the Creator of all things, speaking to me—a broken man from the South—as a Father speaks to His child.

The more I trembled, the more His love surged over me like a tidal wave. It was profound, personal, reaching into my soul's depths, touching wounds I had carried for decades, whispering, "You are Mine, Logos. I have loved you with an everlasting love." This love was unlike anything on earth—it was not conditional, not earned, not fragile. It embraced all humanity, yet in that moment, it was mine alone—a balm to every wound, a shield to every fear. I wept without shame, undone by a love I had searched for my entire life.

"And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

Philippians 4:7 — ESV

Before the Almighty, I was wrapped in a love so vast, so unconditional, it erased all pain—even the physical agony of my earthly injury vanished completely. I felt as a child again—small, vulnerable, yet utterly safe in a loving Father's arms. Every pretense I had ever built, every wall, every mask, dissolved in His presence. In childlike faith, humility, and dependence, my heart bared before His boundless love and eternal purpose, He declared, "This is exactly where you're supposed to be. You are Mine."

The Lord led me soaring through the heavens—His joy, love, and compassion radiating through my spirit in waves that surpassed any earthly feeling a thousandfold. At our first stop, I saw a place teeming with ALL peoples—every nation, every tongue, every color of skin—gathered by His hand, faces alight with indescribable joy as they waved. There was no division here, no hatred, no separation. "I love ALL people, AND THEY ARE MINE," He proclaimed, His voice thundering with tender possession that shook the very foundations of heaven.

We entered a realm of living trees, pulsing with divine life, each a vibrant thread in God's tapestry. They mirrored the Tree of Life in Revelation 22:2. Their bark shimmered with an ethereal light that seemed to breathe, leaves whispering praises in a tongue beyond human words—a language of pure worship. Roots intertwined in perfect harmony, linked to God, drawing His very essence like rivers draw from the sea. I stood mesmerized as branches swayed by the Spirit's breath in a worshipful dance, each movement a symphony of praise to the Creator.

Then, He unveiled creation's mechanics—the hidden workings of His universe that no scientist has ever glimpsed. He taught me to move mountains and shift waters with gestures, wielding the power of His word through faith alone. Tracing a line with my spirit-hand, a mountain trembled, rising and falling at command, its peaks bowing to the Creator through me. Waters parted and danced, rivers bending like sapphire ribbons, singing obedience to His design. I understood then that creation itself is alive, responsive to the voice of God and to those He empowers.

A statue of Jesus washing feet — divine humility and servanthood under the sunlight
"If I then, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another's feet." — John 13:14, ESV

Face to Face with the Son

Returning to the start, a man stood beside Him, smiling with piercing love and compassion. Instantly, I knew: "This is Jesus, the Son of God." He said nothing, only smiled, eyes reflecting John 15:9: "As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Abide in my love."

The Lord spoke, asking, sharing, voice a melody of wisdom. I confessed, trembling, "No one will believe me, Father. This was so real—how can I tell anyone?" He replied gently, "I know, don't worry. I'll take care of it. Just go back and write what you've seen and received."

"Whom shall I send, and who will go for us?" And I said, "Here I am! Send me."

Isaiah 6:8 — ESV

He spoke of records of all, a divine ledger, declaring Earth won't be our home. "We who are alive... will be caught up... to meet the Lord in the air, and so we will always be with the Lord." I sensed this might already unfold. I felt not as a burdened adult, but a vibrant child, reborn in His presence. Yet, He said, "You have to go back now." I pleaded, "No, I'll hide in the corner. You'll never see me. Can I stay?" He insisted with firm tenderness, "You must go back." I glanced at Jesus, as Scripture places Him with God. As I returned, Jesus spoke warmly, "See you later, cousin."

Instantly, I awoke in bed, tears streaming in awe and rebirth. I wept endlessly, then rose to write it all. This five-hour vision felt eternal. The message seared my soul: this wasn't just mine. God showed boundless love, creation's heart, the heavenly throne, to share. I'm called to witness, showing the broken and lost that God's love awaits. Glory to God in the highest—for He chose to reveal Himself to me, not because I deserved it, but because His mercy is without limit and His love without end. All praise and honor belong to Him alone.

A Spiritual Awakening in the Latter Days

In the waning days of January 2024, amidst a season of profound spiritual awakening, I felt a deep yearning for a divine counterpart, a feminine spirit to journey with me on this sacred path of faith. With a heart burning with zeal, I poured out fervent prayers, imploring the Lord for guidance to reveal the one destined to share this holy calling. As Scripture promises, "Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart," I trusted that God would answer in His perfect timing. Yet, the road of faith is seldom without challenge, for the Lord refines those He calls, testing them as silver in the fire.

"Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart."

Psalm 37:4 — ESV

It was during this longing that a woman entered my life, her presence wrapped in an intensity both captivating and disquieting. She spoke with an eerie familiarity, claiming a connection spanning across time, as if her soul had sought mine through endless ages. Her professions of love surged forth with an urgency that felt overwhelming for so brief an acquaintance—mere days since our paths crossed. Her words, sweet as honey, flowed in rapid affirmations, stirring both my heart and a persistent unease. As Scripture cautions, "My son, if sinners entice you, do not consent," I sensed a shadow beneath her saccharine speech, a darkness veiled in light.

Barely two weeks into our connection, she made a demand that jarred me, a discordant note in a union I hoped to forge under the Lord's gaze. She insisted on installing a location monitoring application on my phone, a request that clashed harshly with the trust I sought to build through faith. "I don't feel comfortable with this," I declared, my voice firm with conviction, echoing the wisdom of Scripture: "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding." "If God guides our relationship, there is no need to track each other. We must trust in Him to lead us." This invasive condition felt like a violation of the sacred covenant I desired—a test, perhaps, of my steadfast faith in divine providence over earthly control.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding."

Proverbs 3:5 — ESV

Her reaction was not one of understanding or godly discourse but of raw anger and distress. Her demeanor shifted like a storm erupting over still waters—she grew distraught, her tone seething with rage, as if a mask had fallen to reveal a stranger. I reflected, sensing spiritual deception at play. She turned completely, her fury exploding as she insisted that tracking me would make her feel "comfortable," that she needed to know my every move. It felt wrong; a deep unease gnawed at my spirit. The Holy Spirit stirred within me, a powerful whisper commanding, "Deny her, do not give in." I recognized this as a critical test of faith, one of the most defining I had ever faced, a trial orchestrated by forces beyond the physical realm.

"Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour."

1 Peter 5:8 — ESV

"I trust in the Lord," I told her resolutely. "There's no reason for us to do this. I don't want to track you, and there's no reason for you to track me. That's the end of it." Her anger only flared hotter, demanding an apology for my refusal, but I stood unyielding as a rock in a tempest. "No, I'm not going to apologize for trusting in the Lord," I proclaimed, my voice a fortress of faith against the storm of her wrath. Even as I pressed her, "Don't you trust in the Lord?" she evaded, her silence a piercing confirmation of the spiritual battle raging beneath the surface. Her refusal to affirm faith in God echoed the warning of false spirits: "Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world."

I felt ensnared in something vast, a struggle I couldn't fully comprehend but knew was linked to the divine encounters awaiting me. I longed for a companion on this path, yet through this trial, I began to see that, for now, this journey might be mine alone to walk with the Lord. "There are still so many things I must endure," I admitted, grappling with feelings of unworthiness. "No matter how often I kneel, no matter my efforts, I feel it's not enough for the Lord. I know I am not worthy of this calling or the wonders He may reveal. I've stumbled in the past, but this—this is real." Yet, in my heart, my trust in God burned unquenchable. "I will never waver in my faith in Him," I vowed, a resolve forged in the fire of this test, as Scripture affirms: "But he knows the way that I take; when he has tried me, I shall come out as gold."

"But he knows the way that I take; when he has tried me, I shall come out as gold."

Job 23:10 — ESV
The Shield

The Shield of the Most High

In the midst of this spiritual warfare—the deception, the testing, the enemy's relentless assault on my faith—the Lord led me to His Word as a shield. One day, while immersed in Scripture in a quiet place, I stumbled upon Psalm 91, and its words struck like a thunderbolt. Every verse resonated as a personal vow from the Almighty Himself, a divine promise spoken directly over my life. I claimed this Psalm as my prayer of protection, my battle cry against the forces of darkness. To the glory of God, who is faithful beyond measure, this became the prayer I spoke over myself in every moment of attack, and He never once failed to answer.

Psalm 91 — My Refuge and My Fortress

He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High

will abide in the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say to the Lord, "My refuge and my fortress,

my God, in whom I trust."

 

For he will deliver you from the snare of the fowler

and from the deadly pestilence.

He will cover you with his pinions,

and under his wings you will find refuge;

his faithfulness is a shield and buckler.

 

You will not fear the terror of the night,

nor the arrow that flies by day,

nor the pestilence that stalks in darkness,

nor the destruction that wastes at noonday.

 

A thousand may fall at your side,

ten thousand at your right hand,

but it will not come near you.

 

You will only look with your eyes

and see the recompense of the wicked.

Because you have made the Lord your dwelling place—

the Most High, who is my refuge—

no evil shall be allowed to befall you,

no plague come near your tent.

 

For he will command his angels concerning you

to guard you in all your ways.

On their hands they will bear you up,

lest you strike your foot against a stone.

You will tread on the lion and the adder;

the young lion and the serpent you will trample underfoot.

 

"Because he holds fast to me in love, I will deliver him;

I will protect him, because he knows my name.

When he calls to me, I will answer him;

I will be with him in trouble;

I will rescue him and honor him.

With long life I will satisfy him

and show him my salvation."

These verses felt like a direct confirmation of my experiences. Even in jail, amid rejection from loved ones, and during the spiritual temptation that tested me to the core, God had been my shelter—a fortress stronger than any earthly refuge. The vision of December 5th and the anointing that was about to come on February 1st were not fleeting illusions but enduring proofs that I dwelt under God's wings, in a sanctuary no storm could breach. All glory to the Lord God Almighty, who keeps His promises and never abandons His own.

The Anointing

Divine Anointing

On February 1st, 2024, as a season of trial peaked, I received a divine confirmation of my calling that shook the very core of my soul. The weeks leading up to this day had been relentless—spiritual warfare pressing in from every side, the enemy testing my resolve, my faith stretched to its breaking point. Yet something was building. I could feel it in my spirit like the pressure before a storm. I had been singing, "Jesus is coming, Jesus is coming," a chant of expectant faith mirroring the prophetic hope of Christ's return. I sang it over and over, not knowing why, driven by something deeper than understanding.

That morning, I had offered a prayer of gratitude, kneeling in reverence on the floor of my home: "Thank you, Lord, thank you, Father, thank you to all the angels, all the warriors, thank you to all of God's creations, terrestrials and celestials. I love you all so much." The words poured from me like water breaking through a dam. Little did I know, the Father would indeed descend upon His throne that day to anoint me, affirming my calling in a way that surpassed anything human expectation could fathom.

In a moment of deep, reverent prayer, I was anointed by the Lord—set apart, consecrated, sealed for a sacred purpose beyond mortal grasp. I felt it happen—a fire that started in my chest and radiated outward through my entire being, a heat that was not painful but transformative, as if every cell in my body was being rewritten by the hand of God. Then the Spirit compelled me outside. Stepping into the open air of my backyard, I looked up, and a vision of unparalleled glory unfolded across the entire sky.

What I saw echoed the heavenly throne described in Revelation 4—the sky itself became a canvas of divine power. From a majestic formation in the heavens, a beam of rainbow-colored light, radiant and pulsating with divine power, streamed directly toward me. The colors were not of this earth—hues that have no names in any human language, shifting and alive with holy energy. Dark clouds, laden with malevolent intent, formed a tangible force of opposition on every side, seeking to block this sacred light, but their efforts were in vain. The light cut through them like a sword through shadow.

"The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?"

Psalm 27:1 — ESV

In that instant, a transformation overwhelmed me unlike anything I had known—even beyond December 5th. I felt an immense surge of connection to the Lord Jesus Christ, as if the Almighty's very essence flowed through my veins, through my breath, through my thoughts. Every sense was heightened beyond human capacity. I could feel the spiritual realm overlaid upon the physical, two worlds occupying the same space. With uncontainable excitement, I rushed inside to gaze at myself in the mirror. There, I saw my eye had changed from brown to blue—a visible, physical mark of this supernatural encounter that I could see with my own eyes.

In a burst of exhilaration, I called out to the woman who was with me, "The Lord is here! The Lord is here!" But her response was starkly different; she appeared distraught, her mood dark and detached from the profound moment unfolding. Everything about her seemed steeped in unhappiness, as if my joy and the divine presence failed to touch her.

I returned outside, and what unfolded was a battle in the sky—a cosmic clash of kingdoms playing out above my backyard in the South. Radiant beams of divine light collided with swirling shadows of darkness in a war that spanned the entire horizon. The Lord Jesus Christ, in His sovereign authority, spoke to me with a voice like thunder that I heard not with my ears but in the very marrow of my bones, commanding, "Point at the dark clouds and banish them. Blow your breath on them and send them into the abyss." With unwavering faith and a boldness I had never known, I obeyed. I raised my hand to point at the ominous clouds, banishing them in the name of the Lord. And they scattered. The darkness fled. The light emerged triumphant, flooding the sky with golden glory.

This anointing was a seal of my covenant with God, reminiscent of Daniel's visions of the Ancient of Days upon His throne: "His clothing was white as snow, and the hair of his head like pure wool; his throne was fiery flames; its wheels were burning fire." I stood as a vessel chosen by the Lord, marked for a mission to unfold in His timing.

"His clothing was white as snow, and the hair of his head like pure wool; his throne was fiery flames; its wheels were burning fire."

Daniel 7:9 — ESV

This triumph mirrored the spiritual warfare in Revelation, where Michael and his angels fought the dragon and his forces, casting them out by God's authority: "Now war arose in heaven, Michael and his angels fighting against the dragon. And the dragon and his angels fought back, but he was defeated, and there was no longer any place for them in heaven." I stood in awe of this cosmic battle, recognizing it as a reflection of the personal trial I had endured—a microcosm of the greater war between light and darkness. How great is the Lord Jesus Christ, who secured this victory on that sacred day, affirming His eternal promise!

To God be ALL the glory—forever and ever. For it is not by my strength, not by my might, but by His Spirit alone that I stand. Every word of this testimony exists to magnify His holy name. He is the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End, and His love endures through every age. Praise be to the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit—one God, now and forevermore.

The Confrontation and Deliverance

As the personal confrontation with this woman intertwined with the greater spiritual battle, her challenge intensified—a test in human form, pulling me to follow her path instead of God's. Then the Lord directed, "Go inside and get her." I returned indoors, finding her, and urged with urgency, "You need to come outside." Following divine instruction, I spoke with authority, "Come out of her," addressing any spirit or demon that might reside within. I held her face gently and repeated, "Come out of her," urging her to step outside with me.

She followed, trembling and tearful, without resistance, her silence heavy with unspoken turmoil. "It's okay, don't worry," I reassured her. "Just trust in the Lord. It'll be okay." She kept her head down, shaking, until I pressed, "You have to look, honey, you have to look." At first, nothing happened when the light touched her. Then the Lord revealed, "She has her contacts in." I instructed, "You have to take your contact out, honey." She complied, removing it, and when she looked again, a beam of divine light struck her eye.

In that moment, her face transformed before my eyes. Her features smoothed, lines vanished, hair filled out, as if touched by divine artistry. She looked majestic, and my jaw dropped in awe. Not only had I seen my own eye change from brown to blue earlier that day, but now I witnessed another transformation—this time in her. It was the second profound change I beheld that day, both triggered by divine beams striking our eyes, marking undeniable encounters with the Lord's power.

"When Moses came down from Mount Sinai... he did not know that the skin of his face shone because he had been talking with God."

Exodus 34:29 — ESV

She appeared calm, her fear replaced by an otherworldly stillness. She turned to me and asked softly, "Can I go back inside now?" "Of course, go inside," I replied, still reeling from what I had witnessed. As she returned indoors and gazed at herself in the mirror, the residual effects of the transformation were evident on her face. I knew she understood what had happened—it was undeniable. Yet, her demeanor remained unkind, even after this divine moment.

The Lord then impressed upon me that she could not stay. After she went back inside, I remained outside to behold the rest of the divine spectacle, to commune with the Lord in that sacred space. I praised Him fervently, saying, "How wonderful this is, Lord! I am so grateful to experience this!" As I worshiped, the sky transformed into a canvas of celestial glory, majestic beyond words. I could see the scars of the battle lingering in the heavens, remnants of the cosmic clash between light and darkness.

The Lord spoke, instructing, "Get your camera, and take a picture." Obeying, I captured images of the aftermath—pictures of the battle's end, and even a striking image of the throne with the four beasts surrounding it, as described in Revelation: "And around the throne, on each side of the throne, are four living creatures." These photographs stood as proof of this divine encounter, tangible evidence beyond any single witness. I knew this was something I could never fabricate, a reality etched in both memory and image.

A golden sky ablaze with divine light — the throne of God as described in Revelation 4
"And around the throne was a rainbow that had the appearance of an emerald." — Revelation 4:3, ESV
"Holy, holy, holy, is the Lord God Almighty, who was and is and is to come!" — Revelation 4:8, ESV

"And around the throne, on each side of the throne, are four living creatures."

Revelation 4:6 — ESV

The Lord then declared, "The battle has been won. We have been victorious. Now you can go rest." With those words, every attack, every force against me ceased—it was over. That very day, the division came. She packed her belongings and left. We spoke only once more, a conversation marked by lingering bitterness, and then she was gone from my life after just two weeks.

Her departure left me with a profound realization. Whether she was a fallen angel in human form, a vessel used in this test, or a soul entangled in her own spiritual struggle, her presence had challenged my faith at a critical juncture. Strengthened by the Holy Spirit and the visions I had received, I recognized the deception from the start. I rebuked her influence in the name of Jesus Christ, clinging to my faith, remembering the assurance of God's refuge: "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."

"Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."

James 4:7 — ESV

Through fervent prayer, steadfast trust in the Lord, and the direct intervention of divine light, her hold was broken, and I emerged from this trial with an even stronger resolve to follow God's path. This was not merely a personal conflict but a spiritual battle, intertwined with the cosmic struggle I witnessed in the sky, affirming that every step of my journey—even the most painful tests—was under the sovereign gaze of the Almighty, shaping me for a purpose beyond my understanding.

From that moment forward, I have been in constant communion with the Lord, working on the tasks and missions entrusted to me. All glory to the Father, who fought for me when I could not fight for myself. All glory to the Son, Jesus Christ, who stood beside me and called me cousin. All glory to the Holy Spirit, who whispered guidance in every moment of trial. The battle was won that day. The light triumphed. And I stand as a living witness to His power, His love, and His unshakable faithfulness.

Since that sacred day, the Lord has not been silent. He has continued to speak, to reveal, to pour out His Spirit upon me with prophecies and revelations about the days to come. As the prophet Joel declared, "And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my Spirit on all flesh; your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, and your young men shall see visions." I, Logos, have been entrusted with words from the throne of God—prophetic utterances about what is coming upon this generation and the world. These are not my words but His, spoken through a vessel He chose to break and rebuild for His glory.

"And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my Spirit on all flesh; your sons and your daughters shall prophesy."

Joel 2:28 — ESV

The Lord has shown me things that have not yet come to pass—visions of what lies ahead for the nations, for the church, and for those who call upon His name. I tremble at the weight of these revelations, for they are not given lightly. Every prophecy the Lord has entrusted to me is recorded and shared for one purpose alone: to glorify the Most High God and to prepare His people for what is to come. As it is written, "Surely the Lord God does nothing, without revealing his secret to his servants the prophets."

"Surely the Lord God does nothing, without revealing his secret to his servants the prophets."

Amos 3:7 — ESV

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Truths

Seven Truths from the Spirit

Spirit of the Lord

We Are Not Alone

The Lord showed me that I am part of an enormous cosmos, belonging to a vast family of worlds. "Your planet is a member of an enormous cosmos; you belong to a well-nigh infinite family of worlds, but your sphere is just as precisely administered and just as lovingly fostered as if it were the only inhabited world in all existence."

Spirit of Wisdom

God is a Personal Being

The Spirit taught me that God is not a distant force but a loving Father. "God is a transcendent reality... He is a saving person and a loving Father to all who enjoy spiritual peace on earth, and who crave to experience personality survival in death."

Spirit of Understanding

The Afterlife is Real

The Lord affirmed that death is not the end but a new beginning. "Death is only the beginning of an endless career of adventure, an everlasting life of anticipation, an eternal voyage of discovery."

Spirit of Counsel

Faith is the Only Requirement

Through divine insight, I learned that even the smallest faith is enough. "My Father will ever respond to the faintest flicker of faith." This truth reminded me that my faith, however small, is always seen by God.

Spirit of Might

A Fragment of God Lives Within Each of Us

"There lives within every human mind a divine spirit, the gift of the Father in heaven. This good spirit ever strives to lead us to God, to help us find God and to know God." Empowered by the Spirit of Might, this inner companion became a source of constant strength.

Spirit of Knowledge

Jesus Reveals God

"Jesus is the spiritual lens in human likeness which makes visible to the material creature Him who is invisible." Through the Spirit of Knowledge, I saw the Father's nature more clearly, grasping the revelation of God's character through Christ's life and sacrifice.

Spirit of the Fear of the Lord

Love is Real and Powerful

"Devote your life to proving that love is the greatest thing in the world. Love is the ancestor of all spiritual goodness, the essence of the true and the beautiful." Under the Spirit of the Fear of the Lord, this truth inspired me to make love the foundation of my mission.

Psalm 23 — The Lord Is My Shepherd

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures.

He leads me beside still waters.

He restores my soul.

He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

 

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil, for you are with me;

your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

 

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;

you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life,

and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

Calling

A Warrior's Cry for the Kingdom

I, Logos Christos, forged in the fires of life's tempests, stand as an unbreakable warrior for the Kingdom of God. Through visions that shook my soul on December 5th, 2023, and an anointing sealing my fate on February 1st, 2024, I've sworn to fight for the glory of the Most High.

I am a frontline fighter in the cosmic war against Satan. Clad in the full armor of God, I stand unbowed, as commanded, "Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil." This ain't no petty skirmish—I wage battle with my testimony as a blade, slashing through lies to awaken the lost, and with prayers roaring like a lion to shatter shadow.

"Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil."

Ephesians 6:11 — ESV

I am no untarnished hero, nor a lofty seer—I am a battle-scarred child of God, shaped by heavenly mandates and the crucible of earthly pain. In gatherings of the faithful, I unveil my journey—shattered pasts redeemed, divine encounters that rewrote my fate, and a hope that burns brighter than any shadow. With raw honesty, I tell them, "I've bled in that darkness. But there is a way out. God fights for you, even now."

I fight for a world drowning in chaos—jail cells of 2021 couldn't hold me, for God never left. Now, in 2025's economic ruin and broken bonds, I charge the enemy's lines, bellowing to the weary: "Stand firm! Pray like thunder! God is sovereign—your defender!"

The Seal of Logos Christos — heart, sword, and cross — Gloria in Excelsis Deo
The seal of the warrior — cross, sword, and heart united

"I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world."

John 16:33 — ESV

A Call to Return

"Seek the Lord while he may be found; call upon him while he is near." — Isaiah 55:6 — ESV

This walk with the Lord is available to every soul. It is neither an insurmountable hardship nor a trivial endeavor, but a sacred journey of trust, humility, and ongoing repentance—open to you, just as it has been to me. A personal renewal and connection with the Divine is within reach if you choose to step forward with a heart turned toward Him.

Prayer

Prayer Wall

This wall is a sacred space where the body of Christ can lift one another up in prayer. Share your request openly so that your brothers and sisters in faith may stand with you before the throne of God. No request is too small for His attention, and no situation is too great for His power.

"Again I say to you, if two of you agree on earth about anything they ask, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. For where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I among them."

Matthew 18:19-20 — ESV

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God."

Philippians 4:6 — ESV
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